Thank you Doug! This one was really personal. I feel quite vulnerable about sharing it!

I think it appeals to a lot of people. :)

Thank you Yianni. I have always fantasised about kicking, struggling, crying against remorseless discipline but it turns out it's harder to do in reality than I thought. Once it started my instinct was not to fight back but to submit to it. Resistance play is harder than I realised!

I'm glad you like the setup and the ending, I deliberately wanted to include the negotiation and aftermath in this scene because the consensual element of the roleplay itself is so questionable. It's a new format I'm considering for darker scenes - essentially bringing some of the behind the scenes into the scene itself. If people like it I'd love to do more. I like the idea that even if someone pirates my video on a download site, they still have to watch the consent behind the scenes before they can get to the spanking!

Those thigh strokes HURT. It was one of those that brought me to a sobbing heap around stroke 80. There were a couple of other super painful strokes in this too - one that wrapped around the near cheek and caused an almighty bruise on my inner crease, and the highest one made me jump up and howl too. Worth it though!

Thank you Sheldon! The leather belt I bought for our sessions was one of the ones that we considered using, but we decided to go for the "family strap" that we had already used and were familiar with. I'm really glad you like this, it was a lot of fun to make. So hot. Now that I've acted it out, the fantasy is even more exciting as I have some real memories of it!

Thank you Cherry! I had a feeling this one might appeal to other ladies as I think it's a fairly common fantasy. I'd be interested to know which of us you identified with watching this - Thomas, from the sound of it?

My pain and anguish was definitely real, but I was determined to go through with it - and wow, was it satisfying!

Showing the discussion beforehand (and afterwards) as part of the film rather than in a separate behind the scenes video was one of my new ideas for this film, and I'm really pleased it worked for you.

After the whole debate in the UK about "rape porn" earlier this year and whether "please no" type scenes should be banned I was thinking of ways to make consent even more transparent, and decided that including some of the real life sections in the fantasy film, rather than releasing them both separately, was one thing that might help. That way no-one could watch the middle section of this and think it was real.

I think it also helps that Tom and I are clearly too close in age to be a real parent/child pairing, too. This is definitely fantasy. But boy, is it a hot fantasy! Hopefully this provides an example of one way to act out this sort of edgy scenario in a respectful, consensual way :)

Thanks! I'm glad the reality/fantasy separation worked for you, I was a little anxious that it would ruin the believability of the scene to show the before/after sections but I'm delighted that for most viewers so far it seems to have enhanced, rather than diminished, their enjoyment of the film.

Consent is definitely the key to what makes an activity abusive or not - informed consent from an adult who has a free range of options. My hope is that making my consent, as a professional spankee, as clear and transparent as possible will reassure those who suspect that I am not acting as a free agent. Whether they find my choices to be feminist or not is a whole other kettle of fish! But I personally think that acting on your fantasies in a safe space in a consensual, negotiated way with a trusted and respectful partner is definitely more feminist than keeping your desires bottled up and denying your own sexuality. That doesn't mean some fantasies aren't problematic - but the answer to that is more communication and discussion, not simply avoiding the idea entirely. That's another reason I think showing the discussion and negotiation surrounding these dark or difficult fantasies is so important.

As for "oedipal" - heh. For me there wasn't much sexual overtone in this, but obviously playing out a the parental punishment fantasy with one's lover is a complex thing. This was definitely a non-sexual fantasy for me though, rather than an incestuous one.

Thanks Quai, I'm glad this worked for you. This scene was definitely inspired by your fiction. You should watch the full film sometime, I think you'd enjoy it :)

Thank you! It's not often I psych myself up to take a really hard beating but when I do, I enjoy it so much. It takes a lot of headspace and preparation though, I can't turn it on like a tap. I'm glad you enjoyed this Paul, thanks for the comment :)

Thank you, I'm so glad you enjoyed this! And it always makes me happy when viewers appreciate Tom's dominance as well as my part in things. Men in spanking porn should be compelling, authoritative, attractive and I'm glad my chosen partners are appealing to other people too!