These non-consensual encounters can have a real impact on us, can't they, and it's all the more complicated when an abusive experience overlaps with our unmet needs. The same experience can have both negative and positive effects on us - it's possible to simultaneously be harmed by an experience, and also at another level gain some benefit or healing from it. I think a lot of people have that experience, of something being harmful, but then later reclaiming the traumatic memory via erotic fantasy - which can be a potent forum to process difficult emotions. Personally, I've also had it happen the other way around with encounters with intimate partners where my consent was compromised - finding it super horny at the time, and enjoyable because it spoke to some part of me that desperately wanted to be seen, and only later coming to terms with the extent of the violation and the subtle harms I experienced as a result.
Although this video is purely consensual and erotic - both Richard and his character Rebecca were enthusiastically into it! - it seems it's stimulated some reflection from you on your own experiences and your gender and sexuality journey. Thank you for sharing

Thanks so much! I really enjoyed filming it, I hope we'll see more of the naughty neighbour x

The view from the back you've described in a skirt and stockings is very erotic. Knickers around the ankles is a personal favourite!

A plump bum is the perfect spanking canvas, Richard was a treat to spank :)

I really enjoyed filming this scene so I'm glad that's translated onto the screen!

I think the cane sounds like an excellent next step, I'll pack my favourite slip ;)