I am 41-years-old and live in the very rural area I grew up in. I've done a bit of traveling but always seem to come back home. I always felt I was odd because I enjoy being spanked and even more because I enjoy watching men being spanked and whipped. The historical and domestic discipline videos are my favorites. Not only does watching those scenes arouse me but they also help me cope with a past full of abuse from men from physical and sexual bullying to real physcal abuse from my ex-husband. I don't hate men, I just like to see them punished. I have a wonderful boyfriend who, though he likes to spank me, does not dig being spanked himself, lol. Ah, well, we all have our issues.

I would love to write scenes for you all...I promise I wouldn't be too mean, lol.

- Jaysi